Emily Raabe’s poems have appeared in Crab Orchard Review, Antioch Review, AGNI Online, Eleven Eleven, and the Brooklyn Review. She was a 2003 finalist for a Writers at Work award, and has been the recipient of fellowships from the Ragdale Foundation and the Bread Loaf Writers’ Conference.
Spring, El Portal
I told you the story in the kitchen,
shouting over the shouting river.
You examined your hands,
the thin lines in your wrists
like the snaking of blue on a map,
then gave your apple a name and went hungry.
Outside, the Merced river churned,
a sullen Chinese river harnessed barely for rice.
Every day it rose further, crowded
with stones from the high country,
swallowing unsated the neighbors’ dog,
two or three trailer homes,
the hotel bar built too close to its banks.
The story: Roger Williams died,
was buried, became an apple tree.
The people in Rhode Island
ate him every fall, inside the reddened skin
and sweet white crisp of the crop
and when they dug him up to move his grave,
they found only roots
like limbs in the shape of a man.
That night the river entered our yard,
its long arms calling us awake.
We reached across that silent bed as water
jostled the doors, then imitated lonely,
begging to come in. After
would be different, the house like a boat
barely moored, everything
canceled for days
while the river called in its debts,
and one of us gone by summer,
but that night we lay together
and let the river in. It didn’t hurt
as we thought it might,
so we filled and filled our greedy mouths
as the water rose dark in the house.