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Catie Rosemurgy
Catie Rosemurgy lives in Philadelphia, Pennsylvania. Her second poetry collection, The Stranger Manual, is forthcoming from Graywolf Press. She is the recipient of a Rona Jaffe Award for Emerging Female Writers and a National Endowment for the Arts Fellowship. She teaches creative writing at The College of New Jersey.

The Stranger Manual
Catie Rosemurgy
Try having a home exclamatory with lit windows and try
to be what is lighting those windows. Try new curtains. Try to be
what is new about the curtains.

Make sure you have a home. You’re going to want
to hurt yourself a little inside of something you own.

Sooner or later you are a winged creature, a whirring sound. You
        are the powder
that made the wings work until the fire became your whole head.
Your house is the enormous, upright state of flying.
Your ownership of it is the glow
disappearing behind the rising, castle-like dome of your thorax.
 
Each day is a section in your endless abdomen.
You’re a unit of time, a greeting, an oxidized bead,
the body hung in the air and infested
with the buzz of life. Your instructions
will be carried to the four corners of the earth,
though they will alter slowly and become unrecognizable.

You will become unrecognizable. Strange wing markings.
You will land on a window and be called Atlas, Luna, Virgin Tiger,
on a door and be Eyes of the Sphinx. Hush.
Can you hear? Microscopic pieces of your face
are being eaten in the shadows of great mountains.
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